within reach

ugh. finals is this week, and i am stressing so much about ap stats. and physics. stupid jackass teachers. and as stressed as i am, the thought that's taking up the majority of my mind right now is that i'll soon be a second semester senior. and that much closer to finally graduating! i don't know what people were talking about when they told me that high school was one of the best part of their lives. sure i've gained a few amazing friends and grew closer to the ones i've managed to keep from before entering high school, but i think i've only grown more bitter towards people. to me, high school is an experience that's supposed to let us all grow. but it seems like 95 percent of people i've known for pretty much all my life have failed to do so. or it might be me that hasn't managed to mature as i should have. no matter. the beginning of second semester will be the indicator that i am almost done with childish matters. and i CANNOT WAIT to move the fuck out of here. meet new people. gain new experiences. i think i've lost my point among this mess of words. dj felli fel is playing on my itunes and i've just been trying to keep myself from getting up and busting some lame ass moves so i can write this. anyways, i feel a little better. even though coherency has been quite an issue lately. gotta love the word vomit.