premonition or paranoia?

i keep having these constant dreams where he loses all sort of care for me. last night was the worst. i kept asking him why, and he refused to answer. i woke up uneasy and scared, and it's sad that it took me a good minute to realize it was just a dream. after these past two months, i'm slowly starting to trust that they're going to stay as dreams. it just worries me that i keep having them though. my subconscious will learn to catch up to reality soon enough. it better.

also, right when i thought it couldn't get any better. mmm....was i wrong.