ineffable

major writer's block, so i'm hoping typing here will help clear my head a little. sorry if i don't make any sense. a few strange happenings this week. i really don't know how to react to any of it. it's taking almost everything in me to not just scream and rip my hair out.

ah well. getting to go out on a mall date with courtney helped a little, although my mind is still scattered. hers too, i'm sure. it's just weird not having anything to look forward to. nothing to keep the energy up.

::sigh::