My mind is overflowing

Wow...it has been a while since I updated, or even looked, at this thing. I love coming back to old blogs and seeing how immature I sound about everything. I've lacked the proper inspiration to write lately. But the recent pain and disappointment I've been feeling lately is bringing it all back. Unfortunately, I lack the energy or time to write out everything I'm thinking. So I just hope I can find the time and effort to fill these pages with what I've been holding back for a long, long time...