i am such a lazy ass

let's see here...it's a wednesday evening, i'm bored out of my fucking mind, and no one is online. this is a wonderful way to be starting off my summer. and the only reason i'm udpdating this thing is to help pass time before so you think you can dance comes on. i have no life :[.

i'm already sick of work. and even sicker of my mom. i think agreeing to work at her restaurant was a bad idea. more opportunities to hear her nagging at me.

i really should pick up a book or something. house of leaves was finally getting interesting, and i'm kind of just letting it sit on my bedroom floor and collect dust. phooey. well, at least i know how to read. i think that's good enough for me for now.

courtney is in washington right now, and i miss her already :[. alex and cassi are never online, and barely answer my texts. bastards. and rachel and aaron are on tour with scv. ::sigh:: which leads me to remember to mention i took alex to stanford to watch the dci west show! it was amazing, as expected. but then again, scv, blue devils, and bluecoats were the only ones worth watching that particular night. scvc made me cry. scv's encore of send in the clowns got me bawling. hmmm...vanguard sure has a way of getting to me. not that i mind. everyone looked amazing, and i felt especially proud of those i've marched with in the past. and scv boys are sooooo fine.

people keep complaining about the heat, but i find it bearable. a nice swim wouldn't be bad either. mom keeps telling me how hellish the weather is going to be in korea, but i'm really not expecting a huge difference. (why does it smell like baby powder all of a sudden?)

i need to go running....