it's not over just yet

i need some sort of outlet. i am so fucking stressed right now. i can't seem to focus, and it's costing me everything i've been looking forward to for the past two and a half years.

but i do want to personally thank nick for helping me keep my sanity last night. i felt his love and care even from 3,000 miles away. there was a sense of serenity i've never felt before when talking to any of my other friends. he knows exactly what to say at the right time, and i am so thankful to have him to talk to. please don't ever go away.