overdue

wow. i'm a fucking high school graduate. about time!!! i honestly thought i was going to shed some tears once the ceremony was over, but i guess i surprised myself. all i could think about was how fucking excited i was to finally be sitting on that field in my cap and gown wanting to move my tassel to the left side of my cap already. not to mention the unbearable heat and the fact that i couldn't hear any of the speeches that were given. so, this chapter of my life has finally come to an end. it was an amazing journey. losing old friends, but gaining new ones. and growing even closer to the friends i've been able to keep throughout my high school career. especially rachel. 13 years of knowing you, girl, and still going strong. let's go for another 13, yeah?

i'd post pictures up here, but i'm easing into the summer laziness. sorry :].

mom's letting me work at her place for some monies this month. now i'll have stuff to spend when i go to korea! and maybe save a little for that tattoo i want :P.

anyway, this thing may be updated a lot less often than normal now that i'm getting even lazier. or more often now that i have a shitload of time on my hands. ionno, we'll see i guess.

ps. i'm already missing drum corps :/.

thoughts

raj, this post is for you. cuz you gave me those subtle hints about updating this thing lol

GRADUATION IS SO CLOSE! exciting? YES! saddening? kind of. i'm definitely disappointed about those late friendships i've made this year. i've just gotten to know you guys, and it's going to end. :[ well, there's facebook, but we all know that's not the same. i'm super excited for this trip to korea. but i desperately need a job first. i feel horrible having my mom spend all this money on me. perhaps i can be nice to ivan for a bit, and he'd be willing to lend me some bucks? lol

today was my last day of volunteering at the hospital too. i think it was fun. hermione (yes, hermione) taught me how to make flowers out of pipe cleaner and tissue paper. AND she gave me a shit load of star paper haha. she's so sweet. i'm not sure what other things i'm going to miss though. the receptionists are always a bore. most of the people are just too shy or too weird. even for me. i sure as hell won't miss being mistaken for a chinese girl though. yeesh. idk how the hell i was supposed to let them know that i just CAN'T help them go to the bathroom.

courtney's graduation party is tomorrow. i miss her. i don't see enough of that girl. :[ and thursday is graduation! dinner with the fam bam. and then clubbing with malcolm??? soooo excited! the summer better continue with the same amount of awesomeness it's starting out with.

peace.